I thought losing weight was going to be the hardest? Humpf. Maintaining is a #$*%!.
Why can’t I look at a bowl of green beans and feel that same “Oh just a few” feeling like when I look at a bowl of chips. (Hits desk with fist.) Yeah I’m frustrated again. Everything else health wise is going well. I’m feeling positive and energetic but why God Almighty is it so hard to want to eat well?? Or so hard to stop eating. I actually found myself praying for willpower regarding food the other morning. It felt a little silly but after praying for all the important things, I was like “And by the way…ummm…can you help me not sneak out back and devour all my kids Z Bars. It makes them cry.” In case you are wondering what the heck Z bars are they are Cliff Bars for kids. I’m going to make a chart today. Since I can’t seem to learn to keep my hands where they don’t belong, I need a chart. Just like a child. I should probably go by myself some shiny stars. Hopefully will help me stay on track. It appeals to some of my OCD (obsessive compulsive tendencies). I’ll post my chart later.
Have a great day and enjoy your veggies. ;)